heartblues
Joined: 04 Jul 2018 Posts: 1
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Posted: Wed Jul 04, 2018 6:41 pm Post subject: Feeling suicidal after break up |
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Ever since my girlfriend left me I don t feel like moving on with my life anymore. Every waking moment is just so exhausting. All I want to do is cry but it just hurts too much that no tears actually come out of my eyes. I feel like my heart is about to explode. Sleep is the only time that I don t feel the pain but then I dream about her and it hurts again. She s all I could think of the whole day. We still went to a Ukraine ski trip for our anniversary last month. Now, she s gone. Where did I go wrong? What can I do better? Was I not enough? Maybe I m not worth loving after all. Maybe my love wasn t enough reason for her to stay. The thought of ending my life crossed my mind a lot of times already. What s life without her? |
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